31 Days Of Great Nonfiction Reads {Day 29} Ambulance Girl

Ambulance Girl by Jane Stern Day 29 of 31 Days of Great Nonfiction Books to Read / Great Nonfiction ReadsAmbulance Girl: How I Saved Myself By Becoming an EMTAmbulance Girl by Jane Stern Day 29 of 31 Days of Great Nonfiction Books to Read / Great Nonfiction Reads by Jane Stern

I debated including this because I’ve already got a book by Stern in the series – Two For the Road, coauthored with her husband Michael. The two books are so different however, and I love them both so much, that I couldn’t exclude either of them.

If you only know Stern through her food writing, Ambulance Girl has a very different feel. It’s much more personal, and demonstrates how much else can be going on in someone’s life when you only know one aspect of it.

Stern was a successful writer, but her public success hid debilitating anxiety and depression. Somewhat on a whim, she signed up to be a volunteer EMT. Her humor shines through as she describes the training, and it continues as she recounts some of the calls she goes on as a new EMT.

I love this story because it’s not a typical memoir – Stern is so honest about how she struggles, but her determination to face her fears and try to help others as a way to help herself is inspiring. The fact that it manages to have such moments of humor in what could be a bleak narrative is impressive and makes it that much more enjoyable.

Publisher’s Description:
Five years ago Jane Stern was a walking encyclopedia of panic attacks, depression, and hypochondria. Her marriage of more than thirty years was suffering, and she was virtually immobilized by fear and anxiety. As the daughter of parents who both died before she was thirty, Stern was terrified of illness and death, and despite the fact that her acclaimed career as a food and travel writer required her to spend a great deal of time on airplanes, she suffered from a persistent fear of flying and severe claustrophobia. But a strange thing happened one day on a plane that was grounded at the Minneapolis airport for six horrible, foodless, airless hours. A young man on a trip with his classmates suddenly became dizzy and pale because he hadn’t eaten in many hours, and there was no food left on the plane. Without thinking about it, Jane gave him the candy bar that she had in her purse. A short time later the color had returned to his cheeks, the boy was laughing again with his friends, and Jane realized that this one small act of kindness—helping another person who was suffering—had provided her with comfort and a sense of well-being.

It was shortly thereafter that this fifty-two-year-old writer decided to become an emergency medical technician, eventually coming to be known as Ambulance Girl. Stern tells her story with great humor and poignancy, creating a wonderful portrait of a middle-aged, Woody Allen–ish woman who was “deeply and neurotically terrified of sick and dead people,” but who went out into the world to save other people’s lives as a way of saving her own. Her story begins with the boot camp of EMT training: 140 hours at the hands of a dour ex-marine who took delight in presenting a veritable parade of amputations, hideous deformities, and gross disasters. Jane—overweight and badly out of shape—had to surmount physical challenges like carrying a 250-pound man seated in a chair down a dark flight of stairs. After class she did rounds in the emergency room of a local hospital, where she attended to a schizophrenic kickboxer who had tried to kill his mother that morning and a stockbroker who was taken off the commuter train to Manhattan with delirium tremens so bad it killed him.

Each call Stern describes is a vignette of human nature, often with a life in the balance. From an AIDS hospice to town drunks, yuppie wife beaters to psychopaths, Jane comes to see the true nature and underlying mysteries of a town she had called home for twenty years. Throughout the book we follow her as she gets her sea legs and finally bonds with the burly, handsome firefighters who become her colleagues. At the end, she is named the first woman officer of the department—a triumph we joyously share with her.

Ambulance Girl is an inspiring story by a woman who found, somewhat late in life, that “in helping others I learned to help myself.” It is a book to be treasured and shared.

If you like Stern and want to read more by her, I’ve got several of her books listed under the Two for the Road entry.

I’ve read several Paramedic/EMT memoirs, and haven’t really liked any of them enough to recommend. I do like Population: 485- Meeting Your Neighbors One Siren at a Time enough to give it a slight recommendation – it’s good, but unless you really like emergency-response tales or stories from life in a very small town, it’s not one I’d say drop-everything-and-read-this for. It’s mostly a collection of essays relating various calls he goes on as part of the volunteer fire department.

To see all the books featured in 31 Days of Great Nonfiction Reads, go to the series page.

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  1. This sounds good too! Hubby is an EMT (among many other things) and I actually enjoy hearing about his calls – most of the time, anyway. I may check out the other book you mentioned at the end, too.

    • I think you’ll probably like it, so I hope you can find it to give it a try. I really wish I could find some better EMT/paramedic books because I find that completely fascinating.

  2. I love reading memoirs. I worked in health care for almost 10 years before starting my own business. I’m intrigued by the book description–adding it to my list! 🙂

    • I adore memoirs. How else can you get the opportunity to live so many different lives? At least that’s how it always seems to me when they’re good ones.

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